No More Tears: A Physician-Turned Patient Inspires Recovery and Chapter One: Godfulness

"Mindfulness" was Not Enough.

Dec 28, 2022

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I used more than mindfulness to stop my negative thoughts and turn them into positivity. I knew God was the God of Miracles and if he could neutralize a negative atom, he could turn it into a positive atom.

He could do the impossible.

It wasn’t only that he could do it.

It was that he would do it.

And, he would do it for me.

I relied on my relationship with him, and the fact that he loved me.

Mindfulness

Others use mindfulness to be fully aware, completely present in the “now,” and not be overly reactive or overwhelmed by circumstances. Being bedridden and unable to stand up for myself, my awareness was saturated with inabilities, difficulties, challenges, and … negativity.

Others, like psychologist Scott Bishop, describe mindfulness as a

“nonelaborative, nonjudgmental, present-centered awareness in which each thought, feeling, and sensation that arises... is acknowledged and accepted as it is.”

Oh no. There was no way that I would or could accept anythingthe way that it was! Furthermore, I had absolutely no degree of acceptance for where I was, how I was, or what I was able or unable to do. I knew God had plans for me.

But those negative thoughts crept in, the doctors told me it was “all in my head,” and my mind was filled with dread and defeat.

Realization

I first had to realize that my mind was going in the wrong direction, and it was taking my health and future with it. I could feel my mind going to negative places and my first step was to recognize that this was happening.

This small degree of self-awareness was the beginning of getting better. Not because it helped me to “reach acceptance,” but it spurred me to turn the other way and get out of the rut. It compelled me to stop thinking that way, elaborating on my inabilities.

I wasn’t sure how to attain the right destination, that of God’s recovery and healing, but I knew it was not in the direction I was going.

These realizations stepped in:

I am going in the wrong direction.
This direction is wrong, and I need to make it right.
I have control over where I am going.
I am going to fix this.
I am going to change what I am doing and when I change what I am
doing, I will automatically change my destination.
I am going to make a decision.
I am changing my direction now.
I will fight to get to a different place.

My first step was realizing I was going the wrong way. Exactly like being in a car and getting lost or swept away in a storm, I had to stop and think, evaluate my situation, and then make new plans.

The first thing I had to realize was that I was lost and I needed to be found. It was not just ‘any kind’ of lost, though. I was in the snow with no one around for miles, and if I didn’t get out of it soon, I could die.

Stop

It was exactly like putting a car in reverse. To put a car in reverse, the first thing you must do is realize that you must put it in reverse, because you are going in the wrong direction. That being done, I had to actively do something different.

To stop and go in a different direction, requires that you first put your foot on the brakes. You must do it. No one else can do it for you.

You just lift your foot and press on the pedal. It isn’t hard. You have the power in you, because God gave you the instincts to survive, to fight for your life. You must change direction, or you may die.

By stopping, you make several statements:

I am taking charge of my situation and my life.

My future is not in the direction I was going, but in a new direction.

I am going to point myself in a new direction.

God be with me all the way! Because with him, I can do all things!

More tomorrow.

I hope you like learning what I learned over twelve years in bed.

I think one of the most important things to realize when you’re going through a hard time, is that no one can go through it for you.

You are on your own. You have to go through it on your own.

So take the reigns! OWN your future!

If I could do it, you can do this!

yellow and black arrow sign — Photo by Khyta on Unsplash

Once you realize you can do this, then you have to stop where you are and … go in a different direction.

Just pretend you are lost in the snow and you have to find a way out.

Thank you for reading my writings.

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